Sleepless Nights didn't end there at confinement period

I just can't sleep tonight. In fact, it's been quite difficult for me to go to sleep at night these days. Maybe because I am used to staying up with Batrisyia while she gets used to life after birth. Now that she's adjusting really well to GMT worldly time - I on the other hand, can't seem to adjust as well.
I guess one of the big thing that keeps me from falling asleep is my fear. Fear of going back to work. Well, you might be thinking - What ?!? I mean it's not like it's my first time taking a long break from work. The thing that bothers me is whether I can cope with work and yet shower as much love and attention to them as I am giving them now. The fear just doubles now that I have two.
The same fear that the ladies in the programme Akhir Kata will be discussing tomorrow on Suria at 10.30pm. I hope Halimah Yaacob have some answers for me there.
And Desperate Housewives did mention a bad feeling that we ladies often face when we have children of our own - The feeling of Guilt.
Oh man.. I can foresee that going back to work will be hard not only for Izzul...